falling away

** falling away **
Falling away
Masonry down on the ground
Lifeless as drowned fish
Home is so less profound
Diving for coins
In an unlucky fountain
Swimming against a black tide
Blood and oil never should mix
Death in the highlands
Another fine set of points
Bambi should not visit
Venison always a treat
Hear wind so wild howling
Echoes of warring clans no more
Seeing the first dawn
Edged with frost crystals and cloud
Trying to find a sound or direction
Caught in the fog for so long
This subterranean murmuring
Babbling brook of discontent
Finds so many outlets
Escaping under a pressure
Springs fresh feeding frustration
An arterial vein of bad blood
Soaked through with anger
Twisted in resentment
Heavily spiced in the cold
Such bite the waking
Deep from an ill sleep of regrets
Unrequited murmurings
Oratory lost in the flow
Of mundane loud happenings
Wondering where life escape
No turning or righting
No blaming idle old fate
This is the course set
By decisions you made
And unmade and you waited
For something better to form
Now find the best days
The bright eyed and bushy behind  falling away
No stop till the end you have found.