more stupidity

* more stupidity *
I am more stupid
Than you could ever believe
My idiocy as much as my love
So completely defines me
I will argue over trivialities
Which moments later I will forget
I will fume and roar and grow upset
Without proportion to ill done
Find war in harmless jests
And say things I don't mean
I am a complete dysfunction
Arguing is just not my thing
I will shout and bang doors
Be frustrated and frustrating
Beyond any measure set
And still be in love
Torn divided and rent in two
Myself is not my utterances
I am not these words I say
I am an impatient irrational sprouter
Emitter of emotions mean
Which I never meant to express
And wish to call back immediately
And the worse (or best)
Is you are exactly the same
Frustrating baiting biting
Our relationship drives you
Two stops past safety of sane
And so we burn together
Our own hell complete
The words we express
A complete rational defeat
Of why we stay together
Of bitterness forever
For I am more stupid
Than you could ever believe
And twice as obstinate in my duty
Even as we senselessly bleed.